Anxietous

With that patronage in jeopardy, matters must be doubly anxietous with accusations of treason hanging over his head.

I was anxietous; yet, determined to survive this. I kept clenching my thighs to stop myself from pissing my pants.

Most of the morning had been spent sleeping, trying to escape my depressing thoughts. […] The only interruption to my anxietous morning had been Pablito's rap at the door to tell me about the vendor's wares outside the hotel.