Keep score

Too many of us are attempting to "prove" our manhood by the tired heterosexual method of "keeping score".

i never, EVER entered into a friendship with the idea that i was *owed* anything by that person. i never "kept score". not ever.

I've been praying on my own since very, very young [...] but it "degenerated" in me talking to God direct [...] and asking various things for others, sometimes for myself. It worked very often but I never kept score.