Existentially

In this case though, anachoresis, departure from the world into the desert originally in Egypt and Palestine and later throughout Christendom, was a form of protest against the world, an expression of a radical craving of living in a more existentially authentic way the Christian spiritual values.

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Although I might have experienced being existentially out of place, the systems at work in my life have never sought to unhome me.

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